Ick!

Just came back in from doing a sheath cleaning. For those of you know don't know what that is, I pray you never have to know. And for those who do know what it is...I know you feel my pain. Spent quite some time out with the horses, and got a lot accomplished. I also cleaned Zoey's utter, played with her feet, brushed them out and dewormed them.

On a sadder note, I JUST got the call back from my surgeon's office. I answered my cell phone and the lady said "You're going to have the surgery Friday". I was like "WHAT!?!" and she repeated it. I started panincing, that's toooooooo soon. So I told her the only thing I could think of...the surgeon wants me off of all my supplements 2 weeks before the surgery. I haven't been off of them for 2 weeks, and that's exactly what I told her. So she told me that I could have it done on May 2nd, and I said "That's too soon". And she said "Ok, how about the 13th?" And I said yes. I don't quite think it's set in yet. I don't feel scared, just nervous. I know it has to be done and that's what I keep telling myself. But that doesn't stop the fear. No time yet, but she said she'll call me back in a day or two, to set up the pre-op and the actual surgery.

Now if I end up in pain between now and May 13th, I'm gonna be pissed because it could all be done this Friday. I could be pretty muchly healed my May 13th! But then, if I was to die on May 13th, then I want to have another month to live. :) Ok, depressing myself now. Better go and let everyone know that it will be on that day. Let's hope that it's a good "13". :P